Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Everything I Never Told You- Celeste Ng

4 stars 



I was a little weary about this book because it deals with suicide. Usually, in this type of books, I can’t really connect with the characters. They all feel 2D to me. I neither love nor hate them- I kind of just… don’t feel them. They are not real to me – they’re paper and nothing more. This didn’t happen in this book. At all. All of the characters come alive in the pages. Every single one of them. From James and Marilyn, to Nath and little Hannah.  Even Lydia, who’s dead from the first page. Yes, even Lydia. She was just a girl who wanted to do right by everyone. She made a mistake. She miscalculated. She carried all of her parent’s expectations on her shoulders, and they were so heavy she sank.
And Lydia herself- the reluctant center of their universe- every day, she held the world together. She absorbed her parent’s dreams, quieting the reluctance that bubbled up within. Years passed.
The story goes from present to past, and, piece by piece, you see their life.  As I read, I kind of felt like the author had plucked me from my life and set me on the Lee’s home in Ohio, 1977. The thing is, it focuses more on the family than on Lydia herself. How her death made them confront the fact that they didn’t know anything, anything at all, about each other anymore.
As you can tell, I really liked this book because of the characters. None of them are perfect. They all made mistakes. There’s no hero, but there’s also no evil villain. They are just like anyone. Human. Flawed. With hopes and dreams, fears and insecurities.
He pushed her in. And then he pulled her out. All her life, Lydia would remember one thing. All his life, Nath would remember another.
SPOILER ALERT (KIND OF)
Can we just talk about:
  • How they will never ever know what Lydia was thinking. They will always think she committed suicide.
  • James' thoughts when Nath got mocked in the pool. I wanted to hate James so much and yet... I couldn't. Not with what we already knew about him. His parents, his childhood, his loneliness, and the racisim against him.
  • Hannah! This invisible, too observant, sweet, little thief.
  • Marilyn's self percieved failure.
  • James and Marilyn... their connection went deeper than love. It was comfort, belonging, and home.
 

Monday, November 2, 2015

Attachments - Rainbow Rowell

3 stars

In Attachments, we meet Lincoln, a guy who has just moved back to his mother’s house and is working at a publisher reading the employees’ emails. Kind of creepy, if you ask me. Because I liked him, I will say that, in his defense, he didn’t know that’s what he was hired for.  However, this is year Y2K, and everyone is panicking, hence paying someone to read and flag “inappropriate” emails. And that’s where Beth and Jennifer come in. These two friends send each other HI-LA-RIOUS emails. Through them, we start to learn who they are and what’s happening in their lives.
Maybe if the emails hadn’t been as fun as they were, I would have been more creep-ied out by Lincoln’s behavior. You see, he’s as captivated as we are with this correspondence, and, instead of flagging them, he continues reading their email. As it was, I couldn’t help but encourage his behavior if it got me to know more about these two. Problem is, Lincoln is falling in love with one of them, and, for obvious reasons, he can’t just go over and say “Hi, I’m the guy who reads your email. Do you want to go out for coffee?”

This was a really light, easy, fun book, and one I really enjoyed. My only complaint is the way the ending was handled. It wasn’t truly rushed, but it didn’t seem realistic. At least, not to me.

Sunday, November 1, 2015

Slasher Girls and Monster Boys

4 stars
Me and Lors, we wanted to read something Halloween-ish this October, and this book was kind of perfect for it. I must say that I had never read an anthology before, and if they are all like this, I want more.
 So many styles, so different stories, so many feelings.
And the cover! *sighs* It's amazing.
 
The Birds of Azalea Street by Nova Ren Suma (4 stars): This was such a good story to start out with. The writing is beautiful, the story is creepy, and it has birds, teenagers, and a pervy neighbor.

They should have looked out their windows sooner. They should have been watching. We were.
In the Forest Dark and Deep by Carrie Ryan (5 stars): I think this was my favorite out of all of them. The story is based on Alice in Wonderland. I loved it. It was really strange, it kept me on my toes, and it had so much going on for such a short story. What else can I say?
No one would ask too many questions because no one ever really wanted the truth. They wanted the safe answer. The one that allowed them to fall asleep to the promise of dreams.

Emmeline by Cat Winters (4 stars): The story is set in World War 1, and it’s just such a Halloween-ish good story. The kind that you gather around a bonfire to hear. The writing is beautifully sad. I liked it so much that In the Shadow of Blackbirds is immediately going into my TBR pile. On top.
“Just the beautiful ones.”
“Beautiful monsters?”
“Oui.”
Verse Chorus Verse by Leigh Bardugo (2.5 stars): It was okay. I mean, I went in expecting so much because I had just finished reading Six of Crows, which I absolutely loved. So… this was okay. I think that, while the story was unsettling, it just didn’t focus enough on the creepy. And the ending? I didn’t quite get it.
It learned appetite.
Hide and Seek by Megan Shepherd (3 stars): This story had sooo much potential and the first half was great. But then it went downhill really fast. I mean, things just went a bit too smoothly.
(SPOILERISH: her friend’s house just got burned down to ashes because of her, and her friend didn’t even care. Whaaat?. Then, she is playing against Deat. Death!. And she only has to dodge a handful of attempts!!!!?)
Beware a man who comes in a black coat with a bird on his shoulder. If you see him, it means you are already dead.
The Dark, Scary Parts and All by Danielle Paige (1 star) No. Just no. The characters are flat and stupid. It had nothing going for it – not the story, not the characters. Not even the romance. I’m usually a sucker for romance, but not this time. It was clichéd and not in a good way.
He put a hand on my back – was he going to kill me or kiss me?
The Flicker, The Fingers, The Beat, The Sigh by April Genevieve Tucholke (4 stars) I liked this one a lot. I think it’s the most realistic one out of the whole, and it worked for me. I can totally see this happen in real life. I liked how the author didn’t just give us a story, she also gave us the relationship between the victim and our protagonist, and it really added to the story.
Did I imagine it? The flicker? The fingers? The beat? The sigh? Did I?
Fat Girl With a Knife by Jonathan Maberry ( 2 stars) But then, I’ve never really liked zombie stories. In my opinion, it kind of lacked originality and scariness.
Marcy?” Dahlia repeated, shaking her a little. “Come on now, this isn’t funny.” It wasn’t. Nor was Marcy making a joke. Dahlia knew it.
Sleepless by Jay Kristoff (4 stars) I haven’t seen the movie it was based on, but I couldn’t help but put “No angels” by Bastille on the speakers. And the plot twists; I really enjoyed all the plot twists.
"Sometimes I wonder if the right girl is out there. Sometimes I wonder if Momma isn't right about all of them."
M by Stefan Bachmann (3.5 stars) Our narrator is blind, but then again, the ones with sight don’t seem to see anything that’s going on. And can we talk about the creepy children rhymes?
They did not know who was good and who was wicked, who was strong and who was cowardly, who was murdering in their house, and who was trying to save their lives. Eyes were tricks in bone boxes, but everyone believed them.
The Girl Without a Face by Marie Lu (5 stars) This was the most classic scary tale in the book, and I loved it. It was creepy and had psychological scariness and wow. I won’t say more. Go now. Read it.
He shut the door and locked himself in. Go away, he whispered into the darkness. Tears ran down his cheeks. I didn’t mean it. I’m sorry. Just go away and leave me alone, please leave me alone, please.
A Girl Who Dreamed of Snow by McCormick Templeman (3 stars) The writing was beautiful, but then it wasn’t really scary, or creepy, or really unsettling. I don’t know. I liked it, but it didn’t have the same tone as the rest of the book.
Whatever it was, this thing, it was made of shadow, made of night.
Stitches by A.G. Howard (5 stars) This is definitevly the most unsettling one of them all. It’s gory and gritty, and a fantastic story. And the ending. I did not see it coming.
Saw in hand, I was no longer Sage Adams, looming over the prone form of my wretched, troubled pa. I was a French baker in Paris, slicing up a gingerbread man.
On the I-5 by Kendare Blake (3 stars) It was okay. I feel like that’s unfair, but I expected a fantastically scary story to close the book. And I feel like this wasn’t it. I would have closed with “Stitches”. However, this was a good story.
"She wasn't stupid. She was just sad. And young. So full of life, she thought she could afford to lose some."